Pushing Forward♥

Just passing along another smile today♥

I’ve made it another day and I’m able to smile! For that, I am thankful♥ cont’d

Don’t let the smile fool you, though! There’s alot of hurt, pain and fear behind it. A damaged soul.

I’m recovering, I’m doing better, I’m able to smile now, I am stronger♥

Carrying hurt and pain around all the time is so harmful to the soul, body and mind. I’m chosing to let it go. One day at a time, one step at a time♥

I’m not so broken, I’m mending back together, again♥

Pushing forward♥


Learning To Let Go♥

I’m learning forgiveness. I’m learning to put things behind me. I’m learning how to smile again. I’m learning I have control and power to change♥

If I sit around waiting for a breakthrough, it’s NOT gonna happen. I have to make “change” happen.

I’m learning to live again. I’m learning I cannot in any way change the past, I’m learning mistakes are just that… Mistakes♥ I’m learning how to accept what is!

I’m learning to be a better me♥Finding ways to rid anxiety and push forward. Learning to drag my a$$ out of bed on my bad days and push forward anyway.

Learning that what people think of me or about me is really NOT as important as I once thought♥Learning to let go of bitterness and anger.

Learning small steps lead into bigger ones♥Learning that I control my future. Learning that I cannot control the inevitable.

I’m learning♥Life’s a journey. We choose the road or the paths we take.

I’m learning to be a better me, daily♥ and I’ve learned, life is what you make of it… So, take a deep breathe, relax and enjoy the ride♥

Learning to let go♥


Takin’ it Easy♥

Just hangin’ out. Clearing my mind of all the negativity. Thinking and only reacting on the positives♥being the best “me” I can be.

I’m learning to smile through it☺ & It seems to be working for me♥

Sharing my smile today just because♥May it brighten your day♥

I’ll take a smile any day over a frown☺


The Choice Is Yours♥

It’s a new day, and for that I am thankful!

Anxiety and paranoia keep me from having that, normal life, per say. I stay shut in most of the time. Never exploring what might be! But, I haven’t been this way forever.

I used to enjoy others company, now I do better alone. I used to love shopping, now the thought of a crowd, suffocates me. I used to enjoy long drives for peace of mind, now I’m rarely at peace in my mind, Its a constant battle to keep my sanity. I used to love reading, now I can’t sit still long enough to do that. I used to enjoy working, but fear, anxiety and paranoia now keep me from that. I used to enjoy life, but, I can’t really remember much about that part of me.

Life’s circumstances, trials and tribulations have brought out my illness more this past year or so. I’m more secluded than ever before. The past has been so unbearable at times, but I am working on things! Working on ME, my marriage, my family and my mental health!

I’m finally strong enough to make a change. Move on and strive for better days to come. I’m working on control, patience and acceptance. Understanding and forgiveness. And learning to love me♥

I feel that if I can make “peace” with alot of things in my life then, I can better control my disorders. The depression., anxiety, neverending paranoia, the fear… All of it. I’m not saying if I make peace then everything goes away. I’m saying, if I make peace with something, it makes everything else more manageable, easier to bear and to deal with. It lessons the symptoms.

I’m feeling good today. Looking and expecting a better life for me♥

I’m getting stronger♥ I’m a survivor♥

You control you. If you want better, you must strive for better. No matter the consequence. Be better, do better, push yourself. Take a step toward understanding mental health and doing something about it. That’s where I am. Doing something about it.

I could lay in bed all day. I could cry myself to sleep every night. I could allow anxiety to consume me. I could allow paranoia to take over my every thought. BUT, I choose! I choose to find happy. I choose to find peace. I choose to work harder on my mental health, to educate and feed my soul inspiration, I choose to get out of bed everyday. I choose to make better choices. I choose meditation over medication, I choose to work on me for a better tomorrow. I choose to accept I have mental illness, I choose to “accept” what is and find ways to make it better. I choose a better life, a healthier life.

I’m a work in progress. I cannot change my past, BUT the past has sure changed me♥ I’m fixing that. I’m recovering. Discovering me again. I am stronger♥


Share A Smile♥

If you see someone without a smile, give them one of yours♥

Dolly Parton

Smile through the pain, through the sadness, through the heartache.

I don’t feel like a smile most of the time. But, I force myself. I force myself to do better, to feel better♥

A simple smile can make you feel better, put you in a better mood and plus it looks much nicer than a frown☺

Each and every day I’m faced with depression. I cry on most days. It’s just given♥But, Sometimes you have to want to be better, to feel better. You may have to go that extra mile to make you feel just a little better. Smile and see if it doesn’t change your attitude in some way.

A smile gives a “feel good” feeling.

See how many people you can smile at today, and then, they return the smile☺

It’s contagious♥I promise


#bekindalways. #asmilegoesalongway

Smiles Are Contagious♥

No make up. No filters. Just me. Tired me♥

Not feeling like a smile right now, but, What the hell, why not? Right? Just go with it♥

A good smile, makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. Try it, its quiet contagious♥ you’ll feel all warm and fuzzy inside too, haha

As always♥Figuring things out…. One day at a time, one step at a time♥


#spreadlovenothate #bekindalways #workingonme #aworkinprogress #lovingme #betterthingsahead #staypositive. #turnthatfrownupsidedown. #smileanyway. #smilesarecontagious

Wake Up Bloggers♥

Starting my Monday with NO sleep from last night. geeeez what a loooooong night😢

Anxiety is up, but, mood is good, sexual impulses are way up, I feel like I’m in fast mode, thoughts are racing.. I should be sleeping 😴 😴 😴 who needs sleep, right?

Gonna put a smile on and just go with it.

Happy Monday, bloggers♥